Update: This is me now. Tired, worried, and confused as fuck. But still doing ok. I got about an hour of sleep last night, and then went to work. In a little bit I’m going to go downtown to take my HIV test. I’m not going to lie, I’m scared shitless. I know I shouldn’t assume the worst, but sometimes it’s hard not to. I don’t even know if I’ll get the results back today. I know there’s no point worrying about it because there’s nothing I can do now, but I can’t help it. These are natural feelings and I’m not going to hide them. I’ve been putting this off for a while. Making appointments, and then skipping them; all out of fear. It’s time to stop being a chicken shit, and face the music. Later, folks.
Good luck.
